Life update: Cracked my "egg" after a 5 years of hiatus from being a littly sissy since being born (I had to pretend to be a normal guy to not get hate crimed, lmao) and ofc getting hit with gender euphoria of wearing stupid little skater-skirt and massive dysphoria from realizing "oh shit, I am hairy af and have fuzzy tea bags down there!" After 5 years of fucking Venom Snake level brain-washed pretending to be a man not only "cracked my egg" but also my marbles so I was stacking anti-depressant meds, anexiety pills and alchohole like Elden Ring buffs for solid 4 months straight and at one point wanted to add "sepuku buff" (cut both of my wrists) on top of all the previous bs and run straight at my father to murder him in blind fit of frenzy
(I am tranny-whore creature and I dunno if I can keep going, feels like people like me do not belong on this planet because we are defective/sick pupies (sick metla band name lmao))